Okay, so here it goes.

This guy I care about more than ANYONE is moving in August, around the 25-28. I don't love him. I'm not allowed to SAY that I love him. I'm pretty sure that if I was still thinking in the same mindset as 2-4 years ago, I'd be saying, "I love you," every other sentence. But he has made me see things way differently. And I don't love him. I'm not CAPABLE of the 'love' emotion. But I do care about him, and would do anything for him. Him moving away really hurts... however, it means I have something to work towards.

Also, I draw/write the best when I'm depressed.

So it's like a good/bad thing. Mostly bad. I'm going to be hurting a lot.

This is like a "Please do this for me" journal entry.

Anyone who would mind drawing pictures of Tej and I...

I'll be putting up pictures, and I really would like different people's art showing me what they can do with the pictures.

P.S. We are NOT dating. I would date him, but he's moving, and it's already going to be hard enough to let him go from the friendship we share.

P.P.S. Message me if you're interested in drawing us and making me happy. I'd seriously appreciate it.

~Shye~